Past the
galleries of knowledge my curious eyes scanned for relevance. Deep in
the catacombs of written word I scoured. I am searching for a very
particular figure, a hero, an archetype of worlds to soothe the
sufferings of the physical life. I didn't believe in such deities
before but know my eyes have awakened beyond the wheel of Samsara to
the infinite possibilities that fill the ether of space. I knew I
what I was looking for, but didn't know what it was, only that when I
found it would stand out in a way I could not hide from. As I
stumbled into the section of Buddhism I found an attractive magnetism
healing the wounds that left scars in my destiny.
Amitabha:
The Buddha of Life and Light. The name was familliar, not this
incarnation surely. The cover showed a red Buddha offering a serene
mudra. The back of the left hand in right palm together at the waist.
The forefingers were curled up and meeting at the last knuckle, above
them were the delicately connected thumbs placed with enlightened
care. I knew all of this imagery, from where? Some strange dream, a
past life, some ancestral DNA Codon, or through some prophetic vision
I was imparted. The book described the Pure Land of the West, where
Enlightened souls went to dwell eternally after their karma had been
fulfilled. I had to meet this Amitabha, I was burning with questions
of the Pure Land, it's conditions, it's environment, and it's
transience.
“If
you say his name as your human life ends, your spirit will depart
through the Crown Chakra and be taken to Enlightenment in his Pure
Land. The Pure Land is always open.”
The
spectacled librarian said with her accomplished, bodhisattvic smile.
How was my mortal brain supposed to form a synaptic connection to
respond to that? I just smiled and sent the vibe that I needed to see
it myself before I believed it.
With a
new lucidity like the world breathes as it is on the cusp of seasons
I left the Naropa Library out to the courtyard. I found my next point
of mindfulness in a serene garden. Around me were mountains that
mated with clouds from an artists calligraphy brush. This garden was
elevated high above a rich jungle fed by a waterfall that formed a
delicate pond beneath my stone stool.
“Not
too high that there is nothing left to see, and not so low that that
the journey looks impossible.”
I turned
to see who this voice was, descending from a dharmic pagoda with a
stone courtyard on which dragons danced, descended the Red Buddha of
Compassion. I was stunned to be looking on the face of Enlightenment,
but I guess that is the way it is meant to be received, as you walk
around gardens of knowledge a brief pause to enjoy the scenery brings
you face to face with the wisdom that all mind hopes to achieve.
“Amitabha”
I spoke through a tongue that coiled with nervousness and recognition
of authority.
I
received back a calm, smile, that kind of smile that shows you behind
the face is the supreme achievement of all beings. Before me was the
light of awareness that shines through all suffering, that evolution
that achieves from every loss, trial, threat, and death.
“Since
you are here you must be Bodhisattva.” Amitabha explained like a
champion of all foreign languages. He answered my question as if
before I asked it like he saw it forming in my mind and body. “The
difference between Buddha and Bodhisattva is Buddha has already
become his full capacity of Enlightenment, and left the world of
Samsara completely, Bodhisattva says, there is always more to gain,
more to feel, more to heal, and so they come back to places like
Earth to Enlighten, and become Enlightened. Now understand this, both
are Enlightened beings, for both exist naturally in all beings. We
are nondual, we recognize eachother in the other, we have been
already eachother. Within the heart of the Bodhisattva is the Buddha,
within the heart of the Buddha is the Bodhisattva.”
Now a
great light blazes in the heart of Amitabha, as it radiates in the
ten directions it forms a golden aura around him. His right hand
exposes his palm with fingers towards the sky, his left hand offers
his palm with fingers towards the ground. The golden aura around
burst into flames combusting forth the myriad dharmic beings,
protectors, and bodhisattvas contained in the heart wisdom of
Amitabha. Never before had I seen such a display of Enlightenment and
never again will it be seen for it is only this moment. The venerable
bodhisattva of compassion Avalokiteshvara emerged from his heart and
aligned the expressions of wisdom, fearlessness, intensity,
compassion, power, and spaciousness of the myriad beings in to a
geometric mandala of all colors and frequencies. It formed a great
portal to some space beyond all measurement of size and element, a
portal to the point I knew as the origin of creation, the center of
all things. There in that center surrounded by worlds atop lotus that
bloomed in ether and rooted in earth was the pristine white original
form of the Buddha, Mahavairocana.
The sound
this spectacle made vibrated through the record of all human
experience, it renewed love for myself for the sake of all beings. It
vibrated the very blueprint of thought, emotion, and soul with a
fractal of fourth dimensional swastikas along which life force
traveled to all matter and energy. This sacred sound, my mind
attempted to interpreted it and it sounded like a choir of high pitch
angles and the deepest octave of throat singing monks. With all
beings dedicated to making this sound, I at last heard the sacred
prayer. “All things become hallowed in thy name, Amitabha.”
As soon
as I had seen it I was pulled back to the mundane world of Earth.
Looking around at familiar objects they know carried a special glow
in their architechture, I could see the deliberate focus in the
placement of every physical object, knowing now the source it all
extended from. What I had seen was no dream, it was a vision of the
next stage consciousness, the new level of reality we all have our
place in protecting. Now I know when I am lost I can listen to that
vibrational structure of the universe and become the space that hears
that most sacred name. “Amitabha.”